i am panicking.
i am podering over whether my effort was enough.
i did try my best, but what if it was not enough,
then again, what is enough?
this sucks. it was lucky i heard the news when i was with the girls, if not i would really have broken down or something.
gah, there is nothing i can do now except to...... wait.
and just wish that i have done enough to be accepted.
these days has not been great. i just hope it can be better.
{the riddle of red}
