haven't been blogging lately, have i?
haha, been really busy. mock MYE, test, moving house and focus has really been keeping me away from my dearest bloggie. haha.
pleased with the results of my chem results. A1 leh! never got an A1 for chemistry before! so happy. but chinese, not as well as i would liked.
hiaz.
i'll be moving houses on saturday.
feeling kinda sad. like, i won't be able to live in the house where i've done so much stuff. PLSE, SYF... stuff i know i won't be able to experience except in dreams of the past. i would rather to move at the end of the year after O's. but, what to do?! really... but i'm excited at the same time. the new house is really nicely done up and all it needs is us to go fill it up with items. i will really feel sad, but like lq, i would slowly forget about my 'sorrow' and go on with life.
sometimes, i feel so out.
i just feel that i don't belong. maybe i really don't. but then i ask, where? nowhere? and if there's somewhere, where is it? i really want to know. can someone hand me a map or compass? i feel so helpless. all i can do now is do my studies, and hope the place would appear, finally and i can go there. i really do miss him. i wanna see him, but it is impossible.
{the riddle of red}
