oh god, i feel so small.
i just talked to this primary school friend and she just told me how hard she is working.
i feel so small, i must try an make more of an effort.
i want to make an impact on this world.
i don't wanna die with people asking, 'who's this glenice again?'
i wanna be big.
but how does one become big?
i wanna be remembered.
sometimes i feel so replaceable. so misplaced.
i know i shouldn't be feeling this but i do.
what do i do?
i shall try hard to be remembered.
i WILL work hard for my grades.
i want to go to a jc.
i do regret my actions, i'm not a stone robot that moves.
but sometimes, i'm so tired of just regreting.
forgetting tends to slip in unconsciously.
like the incidents in pri 1.
i am really sorry for what i did, to upset and let my parents down.
and today.
i am really sorry, but sometimes, i prefer to forget it altogether.
{the riddle of red}
