i am in dilemma.
i wanted to quit T and not go for my conversion.
but now, i can go for it.
i wasn't planning to go, as i thought that i'll never pass it.
and i am not confident of passing it.
should i go for it?
should i even lift a finger?
should i?
i don't know what to answer.
my mom is asking me to go for it, but i simply don't have the confidence to pass it.
i don't know. maybe i should try.
{the riddle of red}
