i really haven't been blogging, have i?
hiaz....
sometimes... i wonder why am i like this... i want to be included in things, but i always push myself away. is it because of the people there?
denise, i wanna say sorry if u feel that i've been cold to you these days.
to my friends who have felt that i've been very cold to them, sorry.
sometimes, i think i should be a loner, but i can't stand being so alone.
i have never felt this way. i wanna just lie on the ground, alone.
th surroundings peaceful and quiet.
but such a place doesn't exist.
i dun even have a room of my own.
i share a room with my siblings.
now i feel so emotional. lol.
"people only stab you once. why do you take the knife from them and stab yourself over again?"
i shall not do so. i read this from somewhere.
i can't remember where. 7 habits book maybe?
i dun noe.... but for me to remember it, it must really have left me a deep impression.
i've been pon-ing guzheng a lot this semester.
i will stop doing that.
chem spa was like crap.
i've been failing all my subjects.
i've been letting my own expectations fall short.
bye bloggie. it may be a while till i blog again.
{the riddle of red}
